title: Comfort Today i will tell you why Rayson likes to act cute. It's been almost a year since my brother talked to me. Last time, when i was young, we slept together in the same room. I am scared of the dark, and stories don't work for me. So my brother thought up of an idea. He acted like a baby doing what adults do, fear factors and all sorts of imaginary things. Once i remember he act like a baby going to war and killed all of the adults. But most of the time, when he have not finish the story, i slept. Now, because we had an arguement, we did not talk to each other anymore and he's secondary 3, how is he suppose to act cute for me once again? And one day when i go to school, my friend is depressed over some problems. I acted cute and she laughed. So that day i went home and thought of it, maybe i can cheer others up and make people laugh by using this method? I acted cute and acted like a baby now, it's to make people happy and make their worries go away not to attract attention which i don't even need. Mr Lee, i hoped you read this and for some other people who thinks i am doing it for other reasons.
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title: Memories Thanks for the wonderful memories 1G's. The fun, the scolding, the obstacles, the success, the failure we suffered together, have gain us something meaningful.
To:Wainee thanks for untieing those knots in my heart, sorry that i did not pass my history exam although you copied almost all the chapters for me. I appreciate your help. Your laughter is like a virus, once you laugh, people around you laughed. Thank you so much for your entertainments. To:Victoria although we have been into fights and arguements before, now we are still friends. Thanks for your hugs and all you sacrifice for me as a friend. Hope we'll study hard together next year. To:JunJie you are like a brother to me. You stop me from doing all those bad things and encourage me to go the right way. We usually go to MacDonald to play our PSP game. Thanks for helping me do my work sometimes and create laughter for me to laugh at. I wish next year would still be the same. To:Sherman you are my best pal ever in Peicai. Although i can't tolerate you sometimes because of your attitude, you stil make people around you laugh. I hope you won't change school to St Gabriel. It will be boring without you in 2G, you still have to compare your marks with me next year! To:Shawn like others said, without you, there wil be no 1G. You brought laughters, fights and worries to 1G's, i did not regard you as my bestfriend because you lied to me not just once, which made me not to trust you, but as a friend i find that you are loyal. Hope that we'll study hard together next year and return me my $28! To:Jingyi i wonder why we only communicate in the early part of the year, cause i finally know the reason, you want to work hard to get into 2G right? Luckily i got into 2G too or i will need to find a new fake mummy! To:Jinfa i don't know why you have a fear for my house that you came up with all sorts of reasons not to come, you are even scare of coming near my home. Nevermind about that, i am sure we'll study hard and go to NPCC together. Hope to get into 3G for secondary2, wish that 2G will still be the same but with more handsomes and beauty please!>< |
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title: Roll-And-Skate Ok todae was fun after school while locking door, a person flashed pass me hoho it's junjie. he showed me what he doing again. as the floor was wet becoz of the rain, he ran and slide for almost two classroom hyper fun. i Shawn, Sherman and Junjie played awhile, SHIOK. kk then while walking home, still in school Sherman had an idea.Still raining heavily and his insane and hyper so i played with him :D we ran all the way to e bus stop! lol walk for awhile jump on puddles, stand in rain and played wow my most insane patner ever~ Pray that Shawn will stay in Peicai, even though he is not honest, he is loyal and fill everyone's life with happiness and wildness. Imagine sec 1 without him throughout we have been through, wouldn't it be boring? wouldn't it be lifeless? wouldn't it be only studying? Agree 1 Gatsby? God will give everyone a chance, pray for Shawn to stay in Peicai and fill us we what he have for us.
I can't forget my past, it's sad i bluffed them i lied. but it's a love i nvr ever felt now. Certain songs make me cry for them Certain things i do makes me remember them, i shall clarify now. There are twice that i had this love kind of feeling, first i forgot how old am i, i like a girl in a game, i bluff her about my age, but i gradually love her, then slowly i leave her coz i felt it's not right for me to stay with her longer. Second, was the same, bigger than me a year old, i lied i was sec 4. slowly leave her too, i was sad cried uncountable times, and ask god why ain't i born early. i finally realise now, i can't change myself rite? haha.... i appreciate the girl who can bring back happiness for me.... hahaha... i am pure =) too small to talk about love now isn't it? |
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title: FCK IT ok after test go mac from 9.30 to 12.30 went to AMK HUB to watch balls.went home found out my mum just off the com with the button. FUCK IT OK FIRST IS MY DAD OFF MY BRO'S COM WITH THE SWITCH AS MY BRO WAS ASLEEP.I SAW IT. AND NOW MY MUM OFF MY COM WITH THE BUTTON AND SAE SHE KNOW HOW TO OFF IT DAMN DON'T THINK U ALL VERI CLEVER OK.
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title: it's worth it Past few days fed up things don't feel like blogging it. I only ask u to help me not to let Shawn into FengQi's gang so? u said about helping me what? i didn't say i wan u to help me fight them i only asked u to help me not to let Shawn in. and FengQi and others have grudges on me i will settle it myself .I felt that calling what gang or back up is just for cowards who can't protect themselves and need more ppl. So? i fight solo me oh or with gd friends, not what back up or gang shit man. they call gang they are just cowards. i did not offend u dear, i just wanna let u know that i don't need u to settle it for me because i don't want to use u, or gossips will be around.
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title: i'm sorry girl Past few days don't wanna blog about it.You blog about me and now i am gonna blog about you. First today, went to school, of course. . . waited for Sherman to open the door. Went in and waited but stayed in class for morning assembly, disappointed. Why? Cause i can't get to see her walk past my class. P.E. , Mr Lee's warm up takes 30min, went back to class saw her punished with her friends outside classroom. And Sherman purposely open the back door rather than the front door. -PS- and went in. Had maths till 9.40 and history lesson, playing my psp and browsing hentai comics which are not mine of course, my first time though. . . Went out of class then heard junyong said she crying. At first scare of walking near her, so walked away. But saw MeiQi walking back to her class so followed her. Then want to talk to her and comfort her but got her friends there, so why the hell need me? Besides, the day before, talk to her on phone and she's like rather angry about something. So i left. Went back to class after recess saw her walk pass my class^^ but looking sad. Watched movie, then maths again, then DnT. Nth gd to say carry things only. After school saw her walking with her friends. Remedial and went home with Sherman. His DnT plstic broke now helping him. Sorry for accusing, scolding, maligning, venting anger on you and ignoring you, i really do care about you but i don't know how. I love you my dear
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