title: Thoughts of death ATC was tiring.
It was always me and JF doing all the dirty jobs with Monforts. Alden damn cute. He is so hardworking but don't know what he working on. xD Best Camper was a small guy. WTF the CIs trying to be funny. If Monfort get of course can accept but that small guy from bowen get. WTF le. Life is getting harder and harder. Not better and happier. I thought God would make it easier..? While waiting to cross the road, i always thought of running out and get rammed by a car. And the tragic death afterwards. MRT, sharp objects.. It's really stress in this life. It's not going anywhere. Just the time. Lame? get a taste of it. |
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title: 101 post ! oh ! this is the 101 post ! xD RH day was okay. I played like crazy today. oh ate like crazy too. >< After that, JinFa and i go to my house and do projectwork for NPCC ! JF got a handphone ! new edition ! xD HE played cz and have no sense of direction... walk one big round c0me back same place. Bored to sleep after he went home.
I promise to God that i will be more cheerful than ever from today on ! Hatred will be overcomed by love. Stress will be overcomed by happiness ! We will be more cheerful than TANJIANHUI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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title: Day with God.       Love Extra.. 1. 2. 3. Oh my god nicest hand-stand. xD Cute ?!?!? Cheese. Honk Honk ! FuFu~ Ballet dancer grade 1.Woke up around the half noon. Nobody at home. All went to see funiture. Went to play cz. Happy with score. xD Prepared and went to CHC. On time. =D Worshipped God. ohoh. i remembered one thing cute. I prayed to God to cure my sore throat. Then in my mind, i thought of me myself, saying please please ( acting cute ) to God and he say okayokay. xD I told JianHui and he said he first time heard this kind of things. xPPP But my throat was really okay afterwards alright. Ate noodles. not enough. Magdalene bless me with pepper lunch ! xD still not full. Dx Okay i know someone is going to comment about it... Went to take photos. Then home. I don't know what has gotten into you 8 years friend. Your attitude changed. You don't socialise with us anymore. You think we dispise you. You became more vulgar. You think we don't care for you. But we'll make you change. You don't go CHC to worship but to see your friends. You hunger for fame. You get angry very easily. You think we are scolding you. We'll scold you till you change. I promise this. Even if i show my anger... |
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title: Days worsen. 1. Had sore throat for about 3 days.
2. Friend answer me in a she think she is cute voice when i am already very vexed. 3. Friend raised his voice at me when i did nothing. 4. Friend squeezed my rubber duck and throw it to me so i got scolded and my duck was confiscated. 5. Friends keep taking advantage of me by hitting my head and think it's fun. 6. Although i got a cpl rank. 7. Although we are performing for ndp. 8. Very tired after Police service, and you come and make me even stressed. 9. Handphone no battery. 10. Walk around sun plaza and the whole mrt station and couldn't find my friend. 11. Found a public phone. 12. Went cgm but did not have the mood. 13. Used the last ounch of energy and walked back home. 14. I really don't know to treat you in what way, i always fail. I am very lost. I thought God shown me a path. But it seems so bleak. I always got myself lost. I climbed out of the darkness in relief. But fell into it deep in sorrow again. Tears overflowed. But i couldn't help it. The care and love i yearn for. Is always miles away. I seek a girl like you. But i felt no love. I seek you my Lord. But the presence is always absent. I seek you all good friends. Unfortunately ignored. Alone is void. Claps like thunder. Type for sorrow. I therefore end here. |
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title: Hardwork down the drain. Didn't post for the past week, was rather tired... Lot's of happy things, lot's of dissappointing things. Spent two whole days planning, but all my hardwork was just given away. Blankly. I asked you something... Why the hell you cross the road for, alot of times, no reply... can't you just say i think is my friend even though you are not sure...? Now i know why the hell you left early...? Can't you just say my friend passing me a present? Equally, it's your choice, so when they say ask your boyfriend go die la, will you kill me? Boyfriend and friend, a boyfriend have a 'boy' more than a friend, same goes to the meaning, and Boyfriend is always better than a friend? But what? You treat me worse than a friend, than a stranger. I shouldn't jump into conclusion, i will wait for the answer. I won't dare to expect, as i won't want to lose you again... I don't need you to repay, can't you just treat me a bit better? Just this small bit? A little bit..? I just want to say out what's been in my heart, i've said my fill. I just want a bit of care that i never really had before... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, POHCHOO.=] |
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