title: Walking on the street but just can't see you. Woke up around 1. Talked on msn. Went out with Evan. Funny parts. When waiting to cross the road, there's always a crowded at orchard waiting to cross right? The traffic light for cars haven't even turn yellow and i walked out. There's three lane i walked to the first one, while all the cars just used the middle. Then everyone behind me followed. lmao xD Going back, Evan was listening to MP3. Then MRT came he going in, the door closing. His heart was thumping like hell when he hopped out lmao. In the mrt, i pointed to a guy who also had N95. A few stops later Evan stand next to that guy, he told me he was looking at porn. -,- And he described it very funnily as, 3 to 1 2 to 1 4 to 1 3 to 2. Get what it means? lol. Then walked home. Fed up... still, i don' think you will...
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title: RELEASE. Another emo day with Evan. but not after 11am. xD we went shopping in the morning. Then go my house suppose to roller blade... but watch resident evil. Talk on msn... feeling sad... raining like shit and lightning outside... Evan says: want go jog? So we prepared and ran... two rounds around Yio Chu Kang... Fainted in the lift... Lmao... lucky no people. go back home Evan's turn... then we on the music to the max with my amplifiers. xD Was booming and was singing/shouting at the screen with the songs. Got a video of it. Woww was real happy after that. ^^ Then i helped Evan with his relationship. P6 a love doctor, always a love doctor. =] They are ok ! Going CZ luh byebye !
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title: Bad news. Started off good this morning. Bandaged my own leg and school. Only fail history, yay~! But still very lousy. After school NPCC. Had to walk and stand alot. Leg injuries became more painful. Went home fed up with my parents, said if i got 700 marks i would get $700. But now they gave me bullshits like one A 50 dollar or start counting from the score you pass. Like i got 401 over 800. i would only get $1. Vented my anger in my bedroom. Dismantle the bed and threw the super single matress here and there. Tired and slept. Woke up, i began to find out i can't even walk and straighten my leg. Arghhhhh..... Goddamnit.
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title: Useless. Yesterday, nothing interesting... NPCC totally rocks... best training ever. Basketball hockey and volleyball and ZhanKe's super tough PT. Today was damn unlucky... Morning was totally fed up. Too much unlucky things that i forgot... Serious alright... basketball from PE to recess. Score 11-9. They say i doubled... but never foul me... After school, walked out of gate with PohChoo. Didn't eat the whole day... was thinking about things too. Fell into the big drain along the school... Went to buy bandage and bandaged myself... went back school play basketball... Have been thinking of thousands of things recently... didn't ate for these few mornings... i really don't know what's happening to me. I don't even know...
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title: Just give me one more chance. . and i will make it right... Today, got most of the results back, all just pass, which i fail all for common test. After school basketball. Sherman blocked me while running, halt but still got my knee scrapped. Continued playing, won lots. Until people tell me how badly my bleeding was. Couldn't feel it until i see it. Blood flow from the knee all the way to the ankle... When to buy drink. Came back they goal 4 while we 0. Lmao. Went back in with Mir after gulping down our drink which only took seconds. 14:9 was the score, When we got in, score became 17:14. See the difference? Our team from 9 to 17. Lols. But then tired, we goal one they goal one. Last two ball, Mir and i watch Clausen snatch ball from 3 people, they keep passing Clausen ran around. Lols. Last ball. We watched again, they goal 20:19, well just a game.
Typing solemnly, staring at the screen but didn't know what i was doing on the web. Put up a good front in school, succeed. Bleed and felt numb was when i found out what happened. I hang on, i wished a chance from the sky, but it seem futile. Always thinking of Perseverance, but have thoughts of giving up. Friends guided the way like lamps lighting up a dark alley. I hold on, tightly, didn't even want to think of what would happen if i let go. But i am prepared, and tell myself i won't die because. . . Understand? Best buddies would of course. Will you . . ? |
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title: Been bored at home. Been bored at home these few days... didn't went out except for yesterday... it's been boring too... nobody is at home all the time, nobody is there with me. Even you.. i know your handphone is being confiscated... but don't tell me you are being watched by your parents and bro whole day long that you can't even give me a call or borrow handphone to just give me a message? I could even call through your phone, wasn't it supposed to be off or out of batt if it's on? I hoped you aren't avoiding me... Just worried and hope you don't keep anything from me... I understand alright... just saying out...
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