title: Falling My confidence is deteriorating, my courage, my morale, my cheerful life, it's all dropping. Yesterday, made YingYing cried, which i swore not to make any girl cry since Primary six as i hate to see them cry. I broke my promise, my old self is coming back i don't want it. Overslept today and did not go to school, first time in my lifetime, i overslept. i can't believe it, FIRST time ever. And how could i? I want to relax, but i can't, friend's chalet is actually today, luckily they change it, or i will ruin it all. i ruined the bbq yesterday and i blamed it on others. I am a fucking self-centered person. And, i should have listened to Jinfa, i am such a failure, i shouldn't have joined PSL camp. Although i had fun there, i think i was like a boss and people had to listen to me. I made a fool out of myself there. I regretted going to the camp. I seriously regretted.
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