title: The last day of the week to prepare for another Now.. some things really left me in a dilemma and set me thinking over and over again. Really wanna like.. talk. Considering the facts.. My chances aren't really high. And I have a feeling.. history will repeat itself. And I am very afraid of it.. Because it's not something I think I can control.. Even if we are friends again.. It'll be hard to be like what we used to be. I seriously need to do some meditating on what's supposed for me to get angry for and what's not. Life's so hard recently, I have always been trying to look at myself from people's angle. I just can't figure out anything. Blank, my mind just turn blank. Even sometimes when I smile, am I just smiling for the sake to show people that I am happy or am I really happy? I don't even know. Really, I don't know. When can I see and learn more things about life, and be more mature? My life is like a mess, just like a completed jigsaw puzzle which just got destroyed. But I am trying my best to fix and place the pieces back together. Slowly, with time, patience and perseverance, I am sure that my life will turn out to be as beautiful as this jigsaw puzzle once was.  May will be over real soon. First week starts with a holiday, followed by 2 days of lesson and 2 days of exam. Then, the next week will be a 5 days exam, and holiday for two days for the 3rd week. 4th week, 4 days and it's a long summer vacation. I wished this june holiday will not be a slack-away, hope there will be delightful events lining up.. Friends.. give me a chance if there's ever a day shining with fate. |
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title: Updating Updating.. We had a pretty bad storm yesterday right..? Or the day before yesterday.. I forgot. Anyway, it's one of the worse storm in Singapore in all these years. The rain was like falling horizontally? Of course by looking at the current, and one solid proof. The corridor outside my house wasn't wet, but our door was. And the seats, benches, dustbin cover were all blown into the swimming pool. Epic, lol. Fell sick suddenly, as I think my class have 3 to 4 people having flu.. and worse, YingYing is having quite a serious flu and she's just sitting beside me during math lesson.. Now.. I spreaded the flu virus to my mum.. Sigh.. very tired. Typed a hell lot of errors. Day became they, course became cause. Now my brain is malfunctioning. Oh yes, we had Napfa 3 stations today. Sit-up as usual, 58. SBJ 238cm. Better than last year's by 1cm and 11 pull-ups. Sick, so can't perform that good. Target, SBJ 250cm, pull-up 17. Mr Lim allow people to cheat, so even the weak boys can get a few more. So I have a even higher target! Went for a haircut today, the usual shop I always go to was closed, closed as in EOB. End Of Business. But there was 10 over hair salons there, with 2 newly opened. Can't decide as some shops really doesn't look like they will give you a nice haircut. Made up my mind to go into a small but well-decorated salon. Not gonna go so much into it.. As it's a open for public blog.. So, deleted a paragraph of... Argh! Sick, but I am craving for LJS, KFC, PizzaHut.. Man.. And haven't got any mood to skate these few days. Probably due to the coming MYE. Pretty stressed out, on top of that, I am in a dilemma whether or not to sell my LV and Gucci bags which I love and are rare, and I only have buyers who are offering way below it's selling price. To fund my summer shopping spree and Ignite clothes or keep the two bags... Singapore Sales coming right up too right? Sigh.. Shall get a good night sleep to last the last day of this week tomorrow.. Need a break in life.. Another thing, ZR sabotaged me by shouting to Mr Ong about my hair. ZR: Sorry la, play only mah. Rayson: Yeah, played my hair away. Rayson: Okay, I leave your shades at my condo park downstairs for 2 hours, after 2 hours, if it's still there, I give you okay? Moral of the story? Don't play or joke at other's expense or loss. |
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title: 生活中，欲哭无泪的某一天。 |
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title: Yay! Yozai Peopo! Howze yarall day? Lol, that's how I would expect a Japanese who don't know how to speak english speaking english. Alright, so it's school today but it was awesome! Let's start with the 2 periods of math. Time passed freaking fast as I was drilling pass the Vector questions. Thanks Shawn~! But I have a feeling I will forget the things again soon.. Oh well, P.E. Mr Lim did not come so we have spare time for flexible routine of revision and sports. Recess, had a waffle and started the 'last minute hug buddha leg' revision for Geog and SS. Absorb everything in about 5 minutes, just hope to get a pass for both tests. CHINESE LESSON, I HAD THE MOST FUN. ROFL. Mr Lin was teaching all the way and 'silly people' quoted by Ms Goh, were joking with what teacher said and showed and I was one of them. But only I got called to sit beside Ms Goh to have a little chat. So.. her 'shooting' starts.. Ms Goh: Do you know what Mr Lin is explaining to you about? Rayson: I know, talking about public transport. Ms Goh: Who doesn't know Mr Lin is talking about public transport. It's the types of topic that he is emphasizing on. Rayson:*Nod head* Ms Goh:*Load magazine* Ms Goh:*Pull firing bolt* Rayson:*OMG* Ms Goh:*Bang Bang, PangPangPangPangPang* Rayson:*-50 health* Ms Goh:*Reload* Ms Goh:*BangBangBangBang, Brrrrrrrrrrrr.* Ms Goh:*Final Ulti Nuclear* Rayson:*headshot* But I was still grinning when I left the seat. Scolded by her for the second time, first time sec 3. Her scolding.. - - Must use this emoticon.. Bloody sacarstic and piercing. Oh well, it doesn't hurt me as I am already immune to her words. Oh yes, Mr Lin was asking whether who can tell him what's the age range for teenagers. I answered 7 to 9 years old. Gabriel said 3 to 9 months old. Rofl.. Had the SS test and I went home immediately to prepare my uniform for parade. What makes me happy, was supposed to ask my mum to alter the other set of pants while I polish my boots. But, it seems that she had already altered it a few days ago, which is perfect in length and width. So no time was wasted, and I was happy. Reason being, I love wearing uniform. But since some losers stole my beret and switched my socks for a pair of dirty smelly one, I didn't like to wear it since then. So now, everything is quite solved. So.. Haha! Parade was fun, bullied by 8 girls from other UGs.. we joked about with Jerald and what's the name again.. Went home with ZR after everything. Well, it's the last parade for this year. No more. Thinking about it.. I think I will miss the time in NPCC. Although it's a really sucky CCA in Peicai, there are still moments which are fun and memorable. Sigh.. Secondary 4 preparing to take O' level in just a blink of the eye. 我就在此停笔。 祝， 开开心心。 身体健康。 Lol, alright! Bye! |
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title: Wheels as fast as my racing mind Gonna blog about today, though there's nothing much, it's quite an interesting day which reflects life with ups downs. Had lessons as usual. BinHao brought a screwdriver to school to fix his calculator. The thing that surprised me is the set of different screw heads he brought along. There's like, 5x8 or 9= 40 or 45 different kinds? After school, supposed to wait for BinHao as he said he'll probably stay back to play basketball. So while waiting, decided to play basketball awhile. In the end, did not get to play due to court-raiders and lack of teammates to create my own team for half court match. Called BinHao, and he told me his reaching home.. So sat and watch others play basketball and went home when the storm drew near. Home, slept for awhile till 7.. Wait.. I forgot whether I slept or not.. Never mind.. Watched 7pm show. Ate dinner and prepared for my night skate. Boarded bus 76 to Serangoon. Started off Parry side. Tampines.. Lor Chuan.. Hougang.. Paya Lebar.. and more and more.. Eventually, got lost somehow and relied on my GPS. Through dark alleys, rough terrains.. Update the photos sometime later. Skated for whole 3-4 hours without long breaks, lastly, skated home. Consequences for skating so long.. Bag was drenched thoroughly. Not enough H2O supply. And body aches.. Well, that's all for today I supposed. Argh.. almost forgot that I need to add in these into the previous post. Starting from the sorry thing blahblahblah, I didn't want to say sorry to my friends anymore. Because it happened so many times, the last time I said it, I was actually quite surprised that he didn't mind. It was like, we kept quarreling, and the sorry just goes on and they just forget about it times over. They don't mind, but I felt a hint of guilty. I know it can't go on like this, but I don't know what to do. Eventually, things turned out 'settled', and this way, there will be no more quarrels, apologies and unhappiness. And, I remembered clearly that I have made plans, plans like changing, the 'nice guy' plan. Plan worked, for a few months and it eventually became bullshit again. Now, I thought of just being who I am, myself. And let changes come naturally. I believe, changes manually set by yourself to change who you are won't give you happiness, and the main thing, it won't work out to blend in your characteristics and life. Just if.. People, if I have been an eyesore or irritant, just bear with it for a few months more. Meantime, I will try to keep away. Worry not, I won't try anything funny like finding trouble or talking crap behind anyone. Sorry for being an 'eyesoritant', I didn't want it this way either. Alright, Signing off! Chamagara.. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.. |
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title: The Post I wish to remember Hello World! Yay, came here to update about my blog and life. Life is pretty great for me, how about yours? Guess I should start blogging now, this is a rather special post to me so I shall not rush it over. Alright, I'll still start with yesterday's incidents, cause Billy arrived! Check him out!   Isn't it sexy?!  Now.. He's afraid of the height.. Yeah.. I know it's a coffee table.. Anyway, isn't he cute?! |
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title: Changi Skating Okay.. to summarise the post before this, Malaysia trip was simply awesome, with the fun and crazy forfeits. Videos are yet to be uploaded. But it will be soon.
Today... School was fine, had Spa.. screwed up the graph.. Sigh.. Over already... So just have to rely on luck. After school, played soccer for awhile. The weather was superbly hot, that my whole body is still steaming now because of the slight burn. Went home first, took a nap and got woken up by my dog's bark. Thanks to him, my skating with Sherman was saved. Prepared and rushed down to his house. Skated to Serangoon Garden, and to Hougang then Tampines. Since time wasn't on our side, we had to take bus to Changi Airport. Talked alot for the long ride, and reached Changi Airport at about 7pm. Sherman bought a pencil box for 'yellow' and we went to look at Lego. Got one that I like! And it's at a reasonable price.. Heheh, gonna save money and visit there again. Walked around finding stuff to eat, but Terminal 3 is pretty empty.. too vacant with the vast amount of space.. Took MRT to Paya Lebar, and took a bus home from there. Conclusion, today was awesome! Skating and shopping, mix a bit of everything together, it did turn out well. Now.. gonna talk about a rare species of pig. This pig, have a standard sleeping hour like any other people. And, she goes to school, taking some naps during some lessons. And when she got home, she will usually take an afternoon nap which will last all the way till evening or night. Have her dinner, and go back to sleep until the next morning.. How the hell she do it.. I don't know.. I can't even fall back to sleep after a short afternoon nap.. And this pig can sleep for almost one full day. Amazing feat.. That's all for now, bye! |
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