My life this year is extremely sad and depressed. The first bad incident that happened a few months ago was my father was so angry with me that he tried to pull me off the building. My mom was there and stop him. Second, i was so depress about going Express or NA next year and i can't study hard. failed my mid year and thought there was no hope for me. Everyday went home kept the sadness to myself so that the people around me would be happy too. 2 Days from New-Year until now, i let out my sadness and anger, crying for two hours. Recently, i lifted the Super Single Size bed up, punch and kick it for a long time. Tired, i lied on the floor sweating and crying. I don't know what to do. And today, my father told us a person is coming to see our house and he is going to sell our unit which is a condo. I thought, 'why didn't he told us about it?'. i was pressured by studies, family problems and now a new one, a proper home. So, i put in my msn that i wanna commit suicide, so all problems will end, for me. Rayson wrote this while crying.

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