Today sucks. the most unlucky day. got my fingers in the sanding machine. little finger cracked by cousin while teaching me MuayThai. Right body and arm hurts alot. Cut my finger while cutting fruits. Very deep? And fever of 38.1. Not purposely spill out what Vic asked me not to say. Finaly knowing i am 2nd. Well, she can't break her promise. And maybe i am just TOO petty. The days just sucks without you, and i really sucks even i am with you. Sorry that i can't do what you wish for? My apologies.

I placed 2nd in your heart?
But nevermind,
I'll try my best,
To care and love you,
Be there for you when you need me,
My love for you will remain unchanged.
Wished to walked you home everyday,
Wished to be with you every second,
Wished that you'll be with me forever.
For now i realised,
Simple is always the best.
I would never ever give up,
Loving you,
Even if one day you leave me.
You'll always be the first,
The first in my heart.