Didn't post for the past week, was rather tired... Lot's of happy things, lot's of dissappointing things. Spent two whole days planning, but all my hardwork was just given away. Blankly. I asked you something... Why the hell you cross the road for, alot of times, no reply... can't you just say i think is my friend even though you are not sure...? Now i know why the hell you left early...? Can't you just say my friend passing me a present? Equally, it's your choice, so when they say ask your boyfriend go die la, will you kill me? Boyfriend and friend, a boyfriend have a 'boy' more than a friend, same goes to the meaning, and Boyfriend is always better than a friend? But what? You treat me worse than a friend, than a stranger. I shouldn't jump into conclusion, i will wait for the answer. I won't dare to expect, as i won't want to lose you again... I don't need you to repay, can't you just treat me a bit better? Just this small bit? A little bit..? I just want to say out what's been in my heart, i've said my fill. I just want a bit of care that i never really had before...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
YOU,
POHCHOO.=]