2nd June 2009, made my passport in school in the morning. Darn busy, was calling and receiving smses. When I was making the passport, I was talking to a teacher..! Then the auntie laughed at me, and said busy man. Then later, played basketball till 11.30pm. Left for HTA, rushed here and there, have to eat on the way. Starved.. Reached HTA range complex. The time is from 2pm-3pm. But in the end, we waited for 4hours, just to shoot. First set, figure 2(a sqaure target), 8 rounds, 20 seconds I paused there, wearing ear muffs, can't hear the command. So no points... Second set, NRA(red rounded target), 8 metres, 8 rounds, 30 seconds. Target flip open, cannot hear command again, just spam. Third set, NRA, 8 rounds, 15metres, 30 seconds, spam. No IAs, cause of my secret techniques, ben IA-ed more than 8 times, darn jia lat. When the NRA was retrieved, shocked, all in. Super happy, better than Ben. Didn't get Marksmanship because Ben thought us the wrong thing. Now I know how to aim, perfect..! Went to key score, Mdm saw my first one, nothing to say, saw NRA, wah, why you NRA so good digure 2 so easy no score, told the reason, and when I was leaving, she said what a good aimer. Happy, happy..! Went home, reached home at 7.30pm. Super tired and stress... Haven't had dinner.. got things to settle le.. Hillary 2009 Peicai, disgrace. Even before the challenge starts, Co-leader and member don't want go. My passion for it.. extinguished.. Sad..? No point angry over such things..

So, that day, I realised.
Sorry don't help a thing after one's wrong.
The best one can do is to do better than what he did the last wrong he made.

And oh yeah, I made some.. idioms? That I didn't share here.
Sacrifice is a kind of bliss.
复出是一种幸福。
Give up is a kind of happiness.
放弃是一种快乐。

Super stress, while settling the Hillary things, Sir came and pressurise me again.. and nco Ts.. In the end.. as you know... I guess.. Hillary cancelled. So will be going PK course tommorrow. 7.30 to 5.30 lecture.

Today, woke up, after bath, supposed to be late. But rushed, and got to school in time. Took the bus to HTA, slept.. and I don't know how I ended curled on the seat.. My childhood habit of sleeping. Talking about it... Mum always tell me why she couldn't find me when she woke up from afternoon naps when I waas young. Because, I will be sleeping, curled up at her feet. Lecture time, slept too. Lol, then we started crapping, and draw.. things.. Slowly, we started writing compos.. Lol ! Seriously long ones in a few minutes. Super suck can... lecture.. 7.30am to 5.30pm... They showed us super disgusting M18 pictures of car accidents and assault.. After everything.. went to Chua Chu Kang MRT to have Mac. Then homed, even on the MRT, we laughed like crazy... my Jaw hurts like... just super sour.. Tommorrow's lecture... same time line, with exam. Die... Lucky tommorrow, mum will be making sandwiches for me, I'll bring bubble gums and more snacks... PSP too. Gotta sleep.. Night !

Jinfa understands me the most.. TT look at his blog.. He knows how stress am I.