title: Wanna die. Today.. reached school, played 2 v 2. Issac and YihFan vs Me and Kenneth. We won, despite Kenneth being a secondary 1 with 3 wifes. During P.E. Sians.. Fought with Myo. Seriously, he can't see I am joking, and walked away. Wtf. Sat at the bench and watch people play. English, pon lesson, went down with Jinfa to play basketball with other people, cool, did all the new things I learnt perfectly. Caught by Mr Lee, and we were chased off lol. Recess, basketball. Think my partner which I have the most chemistry with is Amir. He's also my chemistry partner! During Sexual Education,
Caress is sex. Then, later, teacher ask people to throw papers around with notes in it. People around the class keep throwing at my head. When I picking a paper up, Matthew Yeo snatched it and when I stood up, he threw it at my eye. Super irritated, while walking back to my seat, kicked his face. And stared at him, and finally he cried. Now, I am like someone with anger management problem uh? Who like to use violence alot? Thought about it uh, cannot use violence on other people right? Who are they to you? Your who? Makes sense uh.. But people from around the class kept throwing paper balls at me, hit my mouth, my eyes and all around my head. SS, and dismissed, walked to bus-stop with Myo and Jin and bus alone. A Moon-liked Virgo.. never shares his/her problems, why be so selfish and share sadness with people? But why wear a mask.. to make others happy, and cry yourself loud in a locked room? No one knows how much sorrow and pain I kept in me, No one. |
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