title: Wheels as fast as my racing mind Gonna blog about today, though there's nothing much, it's quite an interesting day which reflects life with ups downs. Had lessons as usual. BinHao brought a screwdriver to school to fix his calculator. The thing that surprised me is the set of different screw heads he brought along. There's like, 5x8 or 9= 40 or 45 different kinds? After school, supposed to wait for BinHao as he said he'll probably stay back to play basketball. So while waiting, decided to play basketball awhile. In the end, did not get to play due to court-raiders and lack of teammates to create my own team for half court match. Called BinHao, and he told me his reaching home.. So sat and watch others play basketball and went home when the storm drew near. Home, slept for awhile till 7.. Wait.. I forgot whether I slept or not.. Never mind.. Watched 7pm show. Ate dinner and prepared for my night skate. Boarded bus 76 to Serangoon. Started off Parry side. Tampines.. Lor Chuan.. Hougang.. Paya Lebar.. and more and more.. Eventually, got lost somehow and relied on my GPS. Through dark alleys, rough terrains.. Update the photos sometime later. Skated for whole 3-4 hours without long breaks, lastly, skated home. Consequences for skating so long.. Bag was drenched thoroughly. Not enough H2O supply. And body aches.. Well, that's all for today I supposed. Argh.. almost forgot that I need to add in these into the previous post. Starting from the sorry thing blahblahblah, I didn't want to say sorry to my friends anymore. Because it happened so many times, the last time I said it, I was actually quite surprised that he didn't mind. It was like, we kept quarreling, and the sorry just goes on and they just forget about it times over. They don't mind, but I felt a hint of guilty. I know it can't go on like this, but I don't know what to do. Eventually, things turned out 'settled', and this way, there will be no more quarrels, apologies and unhappiness. And, I remembered clearly that I have made plans, plans like changing, the 'nice guy' plan. Plan worked, for a few months and it eventually became bullshit again. Now, I thought of just being who I am, myself. And let changes come naturally. I believe, changes manually set by yourself to change who you are won't give you happiness, and the main thing, it won't work out to blend in your characteristics and life. Just if.. People, if I have been an eyesore or irritant, just bear with it for a few months more. Meantime, I will try to keep away. Worry not, I won't try anything funny like finding trouble or talking crap behind anyone. Sorry for being an 'eyesoritant', I didn't want it this way either. Alright, Signing off! Chamagara.. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.. |
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