MYE is finally over! But the bigger waves are coming soon..
Totally shit.. But I can't care much for now. All I want is to relax and rest, physically and emotionally. Can't imagine how I'll pull it through this year.

Can't keep emphasizing on getting in to the wrong school.. having uncool friends.. blahblah and sorts. Psychologically, when someone seems to emphasize on things or keep talking about it, it usually means that he can't accept the reality, he can't care but still wanna care about it in some ways or he just hope talking will change everything.

Woah, gets me really interested in psychology. Not cut out for studying, because I simply have no passion for it, and can't seem to create passion from indulging in it. Perhaps, whether I pass or fail O level, I will go overseas to study private Psychology lessons, get a cert and open a clinic. Just a thought, or maybe join the police and ponder my life away.

Forgot to state it down as one of my hobbies, I really love to think and daydream. I don't know why, but it brings me somewhere far, I can say that the feeling is usually pretty relaxing. Try lying on the bed with or without mp3 plug into your ears(make sure the songs are relaxing ones and not those that will make you start jumping around), and stare into the celling, I don't know what you'll do next but I will start thinking and daydreaming.. can last for hours.. If I am not hungry and left undisturbed.

Today, went home straight after exam. Had quite a long nap during the afternoon while waiting for replies for the lan trip. One, mum don't allow. Two, don't know how play'. Three, 'sorry babe, can't'. No offence people, just stating what was replied. So that's how it is. Stayed home and watched Your Hands in Mine. And started to plan skating route. Watched I am Here beside your left right wahhaha and went to prepared. Left home at 11pm+. I swear my skate gears are damn cool, lol.

Took bus 268 as it comes first, and I dropped off at some industrial area. While wearing my skates, heard some cling clangs behind me. A drunken man with many cans of beer around him.. Can't be bothered of course and skated off.

Reached Parry Ave, fell, I fell... because a sweat that entered my eye and I went 'bomb' on my bottoms. Practiced some slaloms and backwards skating on the road before I continue. Skated pass the semi-Ds.. Super eerie.. Made it out of the place, and rounded Kovan to return to Serangoon. At the down slope in front of Serangoon swimming complex, I skated on the road as there were no cars and heard some people at the bus stop waiting for bus called me 'siao'. Cars came, but 'The Don' did not disappoint me! Fast and high in maneuverability.

I wondered whether did I pass by a frangipani tree or what, the scent of the flower was so concentrated, almost near pungent level. Skated in to Lor Chuan. F up.. While skating outside the semi-Ds, did not on torchlight and there were loads of plants outside their house. No vision, piak, fell once, climb up, @#&*$%, piak again. $@&#@! Crap man.. Took the long way out of Serangoon Garden Way. Man... it's really creepy, with the strong wind brewing against me, the long stretch of street lit with orange light lamps, can't think much and skated faster. Reached my favourite down slope and continued to skate. Reached my house, lingered for a while and continued to skate back home.

I thought there's fireworks testing tonight as I kept seeing flashes in the sky, so when the drizzle came in, I realised it was the storm. Skated faster, and the drizzle became heavier as time goes by. Managed to reach YCK Mrt, can't continued as the ground is too slippery. Changed out and walked home. Middle of the walk, heavy downpour, started sprinting back to the hospital. Reached the bus stop outside, took out my wallet and prepared for the last sprint. Chiong ah...! Tap on the censor, the gate never open.
Dots... Press the radio, radio playing a rhythmic tune, can't possibly stand there till the next day. Used my ninja skills and fly over with ease. Muahahhaa. While going up, saw the security officer sleeping in the guard house. F**K!

Okay, this is the end of my special skate trip, one more thing.. more and more fatal accidents.. While on the bus to Serangoon, 'FATAL accident', then see the man flying away from the car poster. A few stops later, another one. All on the same Avenue.

Biang.. I wrote so much.. If anyone reads it, I bet he or she is gonna have a tough time. Continue some days later, ciao!